One direction....and a few spoilers about "This is Us"

Hello lovelies!!!

How are you feeling? I'm pretty goodishhh. Haha! So basically I'm writing this right now on my phone to see if I can blog on my phone since my mother is taking her sweet time shopping. Now you might be wondering as to why this blog post is all about one direction. Me too. 

You see I recently just watched their movie "This is Us" with my aunt cause she asked to go see it. So that is one reason I went to go see it. Now the second reason as to why I went to go see is the director is Morgan Spurlock. Now if you don't know who Morgan Spurlock he is the infamous documentary maker who tried living off McDonalds for a whole month and made a movie about it. I happened to watch it and started looking into a few more movies he made and this started my love for his documentaries and movies. So there you go 2 reasons. (Plus I really wanted to see Harry Styles get pants-ed!!) 

So I went to go see it on the day it came out but in the morning cause usually the first showing of the day at the cinema is usually the cheapest. So I spent $20 at the cinema since of course we had to go all out and get the 3d version of the movie! So $10 a pop for each of us. 

To be honest I did not really have an opinion as to what I was expecting for this movie. I thought it was going to be like the Justin Bieber "Never Say Never" movie and the Jonas Brothers' concert whatever the hell the title of their movie was. (I mean no offense to any Jonas Brothers fans out there. I personally do love Nick Jonas). 

So as I was watching the movie it gave me the sense of them being normal everyday guys who just happen to have a big time job that involves them being famous. One line in the movie that really stuck to me was when Harry Styles said "I hate the word famous/fame." And then he went into this detailed explanation about how much he hated it and the obligations and the assumptions as to what people make of them. 

Now keep in mind I love their music. It's really catchy and everything. Though at first I didn't really take a liking to them and thought Zayn Malik was the cutest out of the bunch and thought Harry Styles looked like Golum from Lord of the Rings.

Anyone see it? I think it's cause there eyes are both very round. And possibly facial structure... Now don't hate me for this. Though now I see he seems attractive, I mean he's only human. He's nowhere near Zayn lol. 

Though Zayn Malik and Harry Styles have different appeals and things about them that attract girls. I mean they both sing amazing. Wait I'm getting a bit off topic here. If you want me to post a bit more and analyze them all then post a comment.

Continuing on...the movie in itself showed a side of one direction that is a bit more goofy, real, something more humane (as in things they want in life) it made it seem that what they do is a job and they do try to have fun with it. It also peeked into how demanding their job is physically, emotionally, and mentally. 

There's a clip where there off about to sleep and it's only been about 10 minutes and someone wakes up Zayn to record for their new song, "The Best Song Ever". I mean if that was me I would've postponed it until the next day but he got up and went straight to recording. 

Within the movie it also showed a bit of their backgrounds in life, such as family time. I feel like they focused more on Harry, Zayn, and Liam's families. I wished they showed a bit more of Niall and Louis'. I feel as if they barely showed Louis' but maybe in the next movie they'll show a bit more.

Overall the "lads" were endearing, attractive, funny, a riot, and so much more. There's no wonder as to why the fan girls love them so much. After watching this movie it really helped open my eyes into the ups and downs of fame. I'm sure the guys would've loved to go to every single fan out there and say how much they love them and support them but since fan girls are fan girls I think they would've all been naked by the time they were done thanking them.

I realized that for guys out there in the showbiz world fans aren't afraid to grab and hold onto them. For girls I feel as if they are a bit more calmed down and reserved since girls are a bit more "delicate" in a sense because of the stereotypes.

All in all. I would give this movie 4 stars out of 5. And I am now a converted fan.

Though I can't picture myself being a massive fan girl, I will do my best to support them since they seem like such an awesome and laid back group. 

If you didn't enjoy this post, sorry. But onto the inspiration of the day!!

And until next time!! Remember to keep your head up and spread the love!!

The Little Things and another fabulous update!!

I think when you live your life you're a bit busy focusing on a few things that happen to surround you. Like for example, that moment of happiness that only lasts for a couple of minutes, or completing tasks that needs to get done. I don't know but for some reason, when i complete one of my assigned tasks at work I feel a sense of joy, like I feel like I have accomplished a bit of a something to help me complete my day.

To be honest I'm quite disappointed with my generation today. I feel like we all have the potential to accomplish more in life but we are just a bit too lazy to go out there and accomplish something. Take for example me. I am the epitome of laziness. I procrastinate and put everything last. I think this is why my parents are frustrated with me and feel as if they are talking to a wall. Though this sense of procrastination seems to be a huge factor in most people's lives I've decided to take a stand against it. I'm not sure as to why its been taking me so long. I'm in that state of mind where I go and wait for things to happen, just going with the flow.

I've decided to not put things off now and take action, cause in reality life is a bit too short to always be putting things off until tomorrow. Take for example my current situation. I want to redecorate my room as I see it as a bit childish and I want to vastly update it into something that is a bit more me. My room color is a two toned light pink and just a bit slightly darker pink. Where am I going with this? I want to redecorate it as the person who I am today. I've told my father about my decision to change my room and told him that I would like him to fund it and he believes that I should since I'm the one whose going to be living there. So I've decided that I would go find a job again as it seems that my summer job isn't gonna come back to me.


Another thing I've also been procrastinating is the fact that I've been really putting off finding a job cause I don't want to be busy again. Plus the fact that I wouldn't be able to drop my grandfather off at his appointments really worries me. Plus the thought that I would be busy and not have this free time to find more about what I want kind of annoys me. While I was writing this I decided to go and email my old manager to see if that position that I had was still available. So I guess I haven't procrastinated a bit.

Here's a photo of me in my old uniform:

Also a few things like my youtube channels and this blog and learning how to play the guitar makes me want to be a bit more productive in this world since our life is short and I want to be able to do all these things and be proud of my life's achievements.

Another thing is my fitness and weightloss. Since I am taking a semester off from university I thought it would be amazing if I came back hotter than ever. Haha. Imagine all of you thinking about going back to school after summer and looking hotter than ever and turning heads. All the guys at the gym will drop their jaws and be in awe. I want that kind of head turning type of thing, So I thought that I would be more productive in this upcoming month of september and be involved in a few things such as diet bet where you bet $25 to lose 4% of your bodyweight during the month of september and the ones who didn't lose 4% or more don't get their money back, but for the people who have lost 4% and more split the money between them and gain some money!!! I think its a good idea for those people like me who don't feel as motivated but feel the need to motivate each other by money wise is a good motivation technique. NO WAY am I losing my $25!!!!

Well I promised myself to start sleeping earlier and its already 2:04 am...I think I might need to start sleeping...because I am gonna go see the new one direction movie in 3D with my aunt...haha. Hey I like one direction, theres nothing bad about liking them. Well anyways...

Here's the inspiration of the day:

AHAHAHAHA JOKES!! But she is one of my inspirations in the world of the beautiful and famous.

But really here is my inspiration for the day:

And as always spread love and keep your head up!

A few things to keep me from killing myself

Lately, I've been feeling the most loneliest I have ever felt. I don't exactly know why. I think its the fact that I feel trapped and so alone in my supposed home. My family doesn't talk to me because of all their stupid reasons as to not talk to me. They are all mad and disappointed at me for numerous things. Take for example me not attending a family friends wedding. I don't know if I'm being selfish or not, but I decided not to go to this wedding because A) I do not know the person getting married very well. B) I bought and planned my vidcon tickets for a while now. C) I shouldn't be forced into going something just because out of respect that the parents of the people getting married have gone to my parties, but keep in mind not all my important life events. To be completely honest I don't think its fair as to why I am being given the silent treatment, I think things get better resolved by talking to one another instead of ignoring it all and holding everything in until you want to explode, but you know I'm completely fine. Thanks for caring.

Secondly, I think with my education and everything I decided to take a break off from university to figure out what I want most in life, cause to be completely honest, I don't want to go to university and waste my time and take random classes just because I need to take them and study something I am not completely interested in and hate my life forever. That would be the worst thing ever. I don't know where my life is going but I do know that as of right now, I want to go and explore and experience loads of new things and travel and be completely happy.

One of my other problems at home is apparently if I make a weird face its insulting and I get no say in it when they insult you and give a list of insults in front of guests. So much for being the holy one.

I'm not sure if this is the last one cause I feel as if my problems never end. My grandfather always seems to point out my weight. I don't know if this is supposed to be playful but I don't find it funny. I'm constantly battling an all out war against myself about my weight and your smart mouth decides to just point out all my flaws.

I guess lately I've been feeling a lot worthless. I don't feel important in this world or maybe the next world. But in no way am I suicidal it just feels like since I am on this journey, I still haven't found my life's purpose and it frustrates me to the point where I even question my existence. I feel as if that I'm not needed as much as I want to be needed. Life is hard and there are things that I would love to do within however long my lifetime is, that is why I am not suicidal. Though with these things I have people like you who are reading and I have youtube, and twitter, and tumblr. To be honest facebook is just a place for me to creep on. I find myself using it less and less. It's currently almost 2 am and I'm trying to upload my blindfolded makeup challenge and for some reason its taking a while to process and its really pissing me off. Like really? Does it need to process for 2 hours....

Well anyways on to the inspiration of the day!!

And as always spread love and keep your head up!

Updates on life 6/18/13

Hey lovelies!!! It's been a while since I've posted on here. I've been a bit busy with life and trying to get a job but I will for sure be here to post at least once a week, if not every other day since I like this way of letting out feelings and sharing my thoughts about life with you guys. So I've been in an up and down mood lately cause of recent events.

First off I am excited to announce that I am indeed going to vidcon this coming Aug 1-3!! I am super excited. I am going with my cousin and I hope that by that time I have some subscribers on youtube since I do have that channel. (Btw I filmed some new videos and I'm editing them and hopefully will release that out soon!!)

Secondly, I've been having a few problems at university and to be completely honest I don't even know if I belong at school. I don't like it. I'm not happy and I feel trapped and forced to go to school just for my parents. It's that asian thing. I don't want to disappoint them anymore so I force myself to go to school, but I feel like this is like high school all over again. I think as an adult I should be able to choose whether or not I can make it out there in the real world before going to school. I don't feel motivated at all and to be honest I just want to be happy in life. Is that weird? I'd rather be happy, feel loved, be content with my life, than go to college. I think if I went to a school where I was more interested in subjects then I would enjoy it more and be more motivated. Then again, I did get myself into this situation. Maybe I should tell them what I really want to do...and not lie and have them choose for me...but I'm scared cause we always end up arguing at each other and not understanding each other. I just don't want them to be disappointed in me anymore. I want us to have that normal relationship where I don't have to lie to them anymore.

Thirdly, I've been thinking about moving somewhere. I want to explore and be in charge of my own life without having to think that I am bothering anyone else. I want to be free and be an adult and make my own decisions, but how can I do that when I still live and thrive of my parents. That's why I need to work and one day I'll be somewhere else. Maybe I'll move to la and find what I want to do there. Maybe something out there is waiting for me and I'm just missing my opportunity by going to school.

Fourth on the list, is I have a job now!! Yay for summer jobs!! Yay for earning money!!! And being able to make and earn my own money. To be honest I really enjoy earning my own money, it gives me a sense of pride and responsibility and makes me love that I don't have to rely on my parents for money in the summer. It's an amazing feeling to know that your being paid for your hard work and what not.

Lastly, I've been trying to be healthier cause I want to look sexy when I go to vid con!! I want to meet my favorite youtubers and them to be like damn...you hot!! Haha. SO I've been working out loads lately by following the blogilates june month of fitness, though I do work out twice a day. It gets really tiring though. Though I need to put myself in a strict diet cause I basically eat everything I want in life and its just whatever. I need to start being more serious. I have cheat days which is basically a whole weekend. I want to live a healthier lifestyle and I have vowed to not buy clothes untilI lose 20 lbs and notice a difference.

So theres my post for today. I will post another post in a bit because it is late and I do have work tomorrow.

Here's my inspiration of the day:

Until then... spread love and keep your head up!!

I'm scatter brained...and losing my mind.

Hello lovely people!! This isn't going to be one of my normal oh yeah happy posts about fashion, beauty, my confused thoughts of life and so on. I thought I would be putting this on my tumblr but I was like "hey. I have a blog that I can actually post and write stuff and look back at it." So here I am typing away. 

Well first things first, I am totally drained and tired and angry and so many more emotions. Do you ever get that feeling where you feel so insignificant in peoples lives that you just don't even know how to react to people anymore? Take today for example, I thought people text loads...I didn't even get a single  text today concerning about "hey. how are you?" or a "What's up?". I feel so dependent on people its not even funny. I freaking sleep with two body pillows on my twin sized mattress just so I could feel less alone in my room, when I have people in my house. 

I don't even know where I'm going with this blog post. I just feel like the reason to blame for everything in itself is me. I don't like my brain. I don't like the way I think. I don't like myself. People always wonder why I have so much energy or people always wonder why I'm so bubbly and I talk loads. I don't know. I don't know why I have mood swings. I don't know why I like to talk so loud. I think when it comes to it, I just don't like the silence when I'm around other people. Take for example right now, its fine that its quiet and I prefer that because its late and I'm about to sleep and its just that time of night where its nice to be silent. But take example of a kickback I went to on thursday night. I don't like the sound of it being quiet when surrounded by people. It makes me feel like theres an awkward silence. I don't know. I'm weird like that.

Moving on...I am disappointed about myself because I don't even try anymore for school. I'm supposed to be studying for finals and working on so many essays...but I'm not. Why? Because I don't like school. I feel like a slave forcing myself to go to school because my parents want me to get an education blah, blah, blah, but I only go to hangout with friends. I don't know its weird. I don't view school as a place where it will help me towards my future. Am I the only one? Since no one seems to ever answer me in social networking sites I'll take that as a yes. 

I feel weird because I don't have any internet friends. Like people I follow on tumblr and  they ask them questions all the time. While I only get questions when close friends want to know whats going on in my life or when I write a long post like this, or when I seem to forget friends. But everyone else in the world seems to have internet friends. I guess I don't put myself out there as much. I don't know. Its just I have friends in real life, but I wish I had internet friends too that would comment on my stuff or comment on I don't know anything. People to care enough and put effort into actually asking me about my day. 

I feel as if I'm in high school all over. Having issues with nothing. Like I'm really just writing about how I feel as if I don't have friends who care enough. Or I don't know. I dealt with this situation when I was in high school and clearly didn't do so well because here I am again. I care way too much and I always expect so much in return but I never do get anything back really. 

I remember one thing from one of my old best friends in high school, erikha, she told me that to never have any expectations because they never happen. Now I am a very positive person, I'm more of one day my prince will come and sweep me off my feet. I just want to meet my prince one day when I bump into him or something. I don't know. That's me. I'm always hoping and searching and trying to find someone out there who will like me, who will just love me for who I am. Everyone says stop searching for him, he'll just come to you...but every time I do stop searching, that doesn't last very long. I don't know why its just in my head it seems as if, If I stop searching he'll never find me. He'll never see me because theres a prettier girl here, or I'm with my friend ,and this seems to happen a lot, but I always find my friends way more prettier than I am. I don't know. It's just that I'm jealous of everyone for the things I don't have, like I wish I had smaller boobs so I could fit into more clothes, or I wish I didn't have two moles on my face because thats what all people look at when they see me. Or I wish I was never fat and overweight because I want to wear pretty clothes that are in he sizes 1, 3, and 5. Maybe I should just go to sears...(lol mean girls reference) 

This leads me to my other why I hate life right now and I'm scatter brained and dealing with so many emotions inside. I'm fat. I'm over weight. I think I may or may not weigh more than my dad. I'm taller than most asian girls. I think average height for them is 5'3 and below. I don't exactly know but yes I am 5'5.5. (The .5 does make a difference) And I don't even know how much I weigh but I don't want to know. Today, actually this whole weekend that I'm home in San Diego, I got squeezed and a bit complimented and told about my current weight. Now I know I look a bit curvier than most skinnier girls, and I should be grateful for being alive, but when your constantly surrounded by people who talk about your weight I don't know it could be a bit pressuring. 

Now I come from a filipino family who like to talk about all about anything and everything, and if your filipino you know family friends and members like to gossip because they have nothing better to do. But this weekend I was told that I gained weight and my fat on my arms were squeezed and told that I had a double chin growing and ridiculed by my own family about the way I look. Now this has been going on my whole life and as I grew older it has been getting a bit worse. Today my dad told me that I'm growing a double chin and that if I don't lose weight I will never find a guy/boyfriend. Now I don't know if any of you who stumble across this has ever heard your father say that, but I hope you never do. I've never been one for self harm because I don't like scars, but I have thought about eating disorders quite a bit recently, more and more as I go home. One close family friend saw me today at one of those get togethers and said that I looked like I lost weight. Now I particularly like this "aunt" ( I call her auntie) because she always compliments me on how I always look like I lost weight. But this time I was talking to her and told her I would be working out more this summer and she told me that I always say that and it never is true. I was shocked to hear this because it never once occurred to me that  they paid attention to my countless times where I would say I would work out. There are more encounters today where I was dealt with either my mother, father, and a real aunt who has told me about my weight. But I just don't want to write about it because this post will be forever. 

I always wondered what it would be like if I became anorexic or bulimic. It would be that loss of weight. Being able to fit into clothes more, but losing a lot too. Such as hair, nails, period, problems with organs and so much more. I think there would be so many more problems and I would rather just die. I think the pain would be like slowly killing yourself up onto the point of death. Being in a hospital where you have tubes connected all onto you and what not. I 've never been put in the hospital but it seems like an ok place. The reason for this constant thinking is kind of a payback for all the pain people have caused me through out my life time. It seems torturous but the constant reminder of watching what I eat, what fits and doesn't fit, squeezing of fat, constant reminder of why I should not sleep so much, and more has really taken an enormous toll on my mind and body. 

 I've tried eating disorders but there never seems like any motivation for me to fully commit. 

I want people to feel how I felt every time they told me something about my body, when they see me on a bed in the hospital. I want them to feel bad about all the things they have said, all those thoughts that they've had and what not. 

Is that so wrong? Is it wrong for wanting them to feel that constant pain? 

But with that there are so many things I would want to do in life and eventually these thoughts just fade away...with time. But who knows...they will come back again with time. The constant reminders will be more than enough to make me break...once more. 

People always wonder why I sleep so much. One reason is because I stay up so late. Like right now its 2am. I've been typing away for about a whole hour. I just came back from tumblr lol. Another reason is that my dreams are always 100% better than my current reality. Until my reality is way better than my dreams I'll keep sleeping. 

Well until next time....I'm sorry this was so random and had a few shocking points but its my blog and thoughts and maybe I'm a bit crazy for sharing this with the world but I am what I am. 

Here is my inspiration of the day: 

Until then...spread love and keep your head up.

What is life?

Hello lovely people! I know I've been away for a while. When one is in college/university everything can seem so stressful. To be honest I seriously do not even know what I am doing here. Is anyone else out there struggling with me? I feel like my life is moving a little too fast and I don't even know where its going or where to go next. Lately it seems as if everyone around me knows where their life is going and knows what to do with their lives and I'm just here going through everything day by day. I think this is a huge thing to deal with the feeling of growing up. In my head I feel as if I will always be a kid at heart and yet I know now that I have to grow up and become an adult.

With growing up there are a multitude of things I want to do with my life. There are loads of things I have on my bucket list like travelling the world, get a guiness world record, get married, have children, and etc. Maybe one day I will post my bucket list on here. The thing is though its a pretty long one and I don't know if it will bore you to death or something.

Lately though I've been struggling with keeping up with classes and wondering why I'm here and the whole why am I in college. I love the environment but I hate going to classes. I hate my current living situation because I currently am in between homes because I decided to move out of my condo because I wouldn't be able to concentrate for finals.

When in university and you decide to find roommates because it would be cheaper to share an apartment than live in the dorms, make sure you talk to your future roommates and make sure you all mutually understand each other and what not, because if you're like me who was just looking for a place last minute and then rush into a commitment its hard living and adjusting yourself. This past year I was not focused I always worried about coming home and to be honest sometimes I felt like my roommates were mad at me or what not which caused me to become scared to go home. I think when dealing with issues I hate confrontation, I will only confront people really close to me, not people I just started to know. I am shy in that way but when you know me I am not shy at all.

I think when dealing with situations in college a lot of thinking should be thought out. I know thats boring and it seems stupid and what not. I know spontaneous decisions are more fun like getting a tattoo when you're drunk or full on pissed drunk. Or going on a random adventure. I love that. I do that during the summer, because summers don't last forever and then fall comes back around for me to go and try and focus.

To be honest I may have adhd, I do struggle with focusing on any topic at school, its really bad. To be honest I currently am typing up this blog post while I'm in my psychology class lol (Now its the next day while I'm watching Full House). I think that while I'm on this ever so long journey on finding myself I'll try and post at least once a day.

Here's my inspiration of the day:

Until then...spread love and keep your head up.

A Casual Day Out With Heels

Hello lovely people!! Today's post will be about a recent outfit of the day. I thought I would dress up more by adding heels to my outfit. I think you can wear heels with any outfit and feel more confident and taller somewhat more leaner and a little more sexier! (With the exception of your feet hurting and the possibility of tripping like me) Has anyone else perfected walking down the stairs in heels? I for sure haven't and I would have to grip onto people next to me or the railing lol. I am super clumsy and I fall and trip on every little nook and cranny on the road or sidewalk or floor or even grass lol.

First off first here's a pic of my garden: or more like a side of my garden in san diego:

Heres a whole preview of the outfit:

Front faced view:

How I styled my hair:

A very unflattering picture lol:

Outfit Details:

You can the get the same purse here

My Lucky Brand jacket similar here

Sleeveless Sheer White Button Up Blouse 

Deena and Ozzy black heels

Here's my inspiration of the day:

Until then...spread love and keep your head up!

Haul: Urban Outfitters & TopShop

Hello lovely people! Todays post will be about my recent trip to LA and the goodies I bought this week that I thought you would love to look at. So basically my mother and I had a little mother and daughter bonding trip and we decided to go to Los Angeles and just relax and do a little retail therapy and while I was there I thought that it would be nice to go to a couple of malls that I haven't been to before. So lets start with the GROVE!!

It was Easter Sunday so I thought I would go and walk around and just see what the mall is like and let me tell you, it was a very fancy sort of European inspired type of mall. The stores there were basically set up as outlets. It was a very open space and there was a giant fountain sort of lake thing going on in the middle of it all. The first place I hit up was Topshop!!! It just opened and I thought why don't they have one in San Diego!! I love the set up of it but the prices were a bit high for most things there. I bought a dork t-shirt, which took me ages to find btw. Also I was very much in love with their makeup section...I spent at least 30 mins looking at all the different makeup items instead of actually looking at the clothes. You can get it here for cheaper than I did....its $24 on the website and $36 at the store!!! Wow... but I love it so comfy!!

So here's the t-shirt:

Excuse the wrinkliness....(btw did you know a dork means a whale's penis...I didn't know! OMG.)

And the inner beauty goddess in me couldn't resist buying a lipstick and it was so hard to choose but I decided to go with Brighton Rock which is this very bright hot pink almost somewhat a bright barbie pink. You can purchase it online too here. Its a bit bright but I love how long this lasts me!!

And here it is:

The packaging is so cute!!



Here's a few pics at the Americanca with some family friends:

Moving on I also went to the Americana and did more shopping there at Urban Outfitters and of course went to the sale section since everything there like topshop, is a bit more on the pricer range...WHY?!? But by going over to the sale section I managed to get a few good steals!! I found these heels which were originally $59 and now are only $10!!!! I searched on Urban online and they don't seem to carry these shoes anymore.

 Here they are:

 Another shoe that I did pick up were toms. I only own one pair of toms, there red, but I love how comfortable these shoes are!!! Plus the giving another pair to a child in Africa isn't so bad either. So I picked up these and they were on sale for only $19 compared to the original $60. They had more on sale for $19 but I decided to choose theses because I love the feel of them and the different gradients of black and grey they are. Plus I thought they would be easier to pair with most outfits if I want to be comfortable.

 Here they are:

I also got a few books and here they are: 

I decided to get the look before you leap because it was on sale for only $4.99 and who doesn't want to take life lessons from everyone and their mothers favorite frog!! Kermit. It's pretty interesting so far. I'll write a review on it later.

The other book I purchased was the Diet Doodle Diary

And here it is: 

This book wasn't on sale but it was only $10. I thought I should purchase it to help me out with my diet and weight loss since I have been struggling with loosing weight for so many years now. I mean you know its bad when your dad keeps complaining about how you need to eat healthier and loose weight. I mean I accept I'm not the fittest girl out there but I want to be skinny and be able to fit into clothes that I have always wanted to wear and not look horrid in them. So this is where I will be able to keep track of it and this book goes on for up to 30 weeks and I will be starting it today! So here's to a healthier lifestyle and what not. If you want to see my progress I'll put a separate page up and talk all about my struggle and what I'm currently doing that to change it. I'll be posting a weekly picture and weigh ins. If you need a buddy for loosing weight I'm here!! 

Here's my inspiration for today:

Until then...spread love and keep your head up!!